Tonight I did a ballsy thing. I picked up a guitar and played Taylor Swift’s “Fearless” in front of about 20-24 people, about a dozen of whom I actually trust and love to love me regardless, and I did an awful job.Guess I sang pretty good, according to reviews, but my guitar playing was AWFUL. Around 60 percent of the chords I hit wrong. Dayum. I even changed the c’s to Cadd’s of ogme kind..? idk what I was doing. Was vodka drunk and feeling reckless, last open mic night in Canandaigua and all. I’ve sang there, well and with comfort, but not played.

I’m glad I did it. Even if it sucked. It felt….awesome.